DemihJenkins

This Pink Floyd song makes me wish my son was still with us.  But I'm glad he is in heaven with the Lord and he doesn't have to feel the pain of how do I say it?  Hell on Earth.  Some times I think Earth and living is Hell but that is a Buddists way of thinking.  I'm supposed to be Catholic.  I lost my way but I still love the Lord and I still love my son.  But it's time to move on.  He would want that. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year.

To prove to my daddy that I'm not a fool.  So I'm going to collage August 22nd and I picked my major.  I have decided that I am going to be a writer.  And that's about it.  I'm going to write.

So this morning I woke up and was not feeling like P-Diddy.  I go down stairs that the house was a MESS!  There was a frying pan on the coffee table with some fries still in there, bowls, cups, pop cans, nerf guns and bullets.  It was horrible.  The sink was piled high with dishes.  Wtf?!  So I went on strike for most of the day til some of it was picked up by the boys who did it then did the rest myself after a nice refreshing nap.  I can't wait to go back to bed.  All the boys are down there now, talking there talk, most likely making my other half upset.  You know what that means, non for me again. Right here was were I was going to put a